My Bad

I am a son and the eldest one .The pressure is a little bit different.Sometimes,I do enjoy it while the other times,my mood just drizzled away.I never complaining about this to anyone before,I'm just accidently thinking about it.

It's hard to be the first child of the family,I need to be the best role model to my siblings.You know what,at certain times,the expectations are way higher,it's just beyond my reach.I also have to take care of my little sisters.

To both of them,I'm still their best-boy-friend who love to do slumber party along night together.I'm such a sweet gay,as I'm always watching Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill with them,but I really love them,I would do anything for their heaven sake.But I'm just didn't act like it.