Monday, June 21, 2010

i'll keep waiting for you

I still love you. I can't forget everything about you.

It's okay if you're not available because I will keep waiting for you.

There is no girl who can make me smile but you.

Which one hurt the most?

My answer is WAIT.

It was hurt when im waiting for someone who never showed up.But im still waiting,and hoping...


A billion of question marks in my head.

im weak right now

Afraid of doing the wrong things.
Afraid of saying the things that'll hurt you even if it's right.

Afraid of what others think.

Afraid of standing out.

Afraid of being left alone.

Afraid of losing you.

I want to change. But I'm just too afraid of hurting the people I loved. Once is quite enough of a lesson.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Myspace oh Myspace



Seriously,I'm getting bored using MySpace right now.I'm in trouble.I don't know why I consider it as a part of my consequences.Apparently,I have been a MySpace user since I was 14.I have met many friends through it.

I know there is plenty of selection and alternative of other social website instead MySpace.The problem is,I do not know how to use it! Yes,I'm so stupid.I don't know how Twitter works.I don't get it why people were so addicted to Facebook.The only time I logged in Facebook is when I want to harvest my plants in Farmville.


MySpace is boring.A lot of people said that to me before.I don't believe in them.But now,I experienced boredom in MySpace all by myself.I think it's getting bored because of :


1. Most of my friends rarely online.They moved into Facebook I guess.

2. It's for kids obviously,most of them below 18.

3. It's so hard to differentiate real and fake.

4. In MySpace,she looks like Beyonce but in real life she is Queen Latifah.

5. Some of users were using W language,which is extremely disgusting.

6. It's a sloppy thing.You know,the DSLR in the mirror thing....

7. I might burn alive.Because they were 'so hot!


My conclusion is MySpace was polluted.Just like several places in Malacca.If you were an alert person,you might agree with this statement.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

The main reason of why i'm BLOGging is because.

I don't think my blog contains any illegal aspects of sex and violation.I shout out what's on my mind.Just like you.As I mention on my About Me,do not take my word seriously,it may lead to epilepsy.I think that was so true.

I do not have any specific target if I drops my f-words.If you might found my blog a little bit abusive and offensive,I am sorry.


But what I wrote here,it ends here.


The main reason of why I'm blogging is because I WANTED TO!

Dear my very own Sid and Nancy

I am not a quitter.But I do believe there's a word ENOUGH in everybody's brain and mine was already reach the phase.As long you still inhaled a gas named oxygen,there's a limitation in everything,which means you were so stupid if you cross the line.

You must been thinking what a lousy friend I am,didn't you?I supposed to support you like Nancy said.Yes,of course I will.We were bestfriends,right? Three of us,don't you think?You want to hear something from me,


GO TO HELL,LOSERS!


I'm exhausted.That's the word.I'm getting sick and tired to fake an interest in front of you guys.You tried to make this so all about you and that was the part I hate most.I can't stand you guys! I repeat,I can't stand it.I feel like I'm going to puke when 'how could this happened to me?' came out from your mouth.Are you blindfolded by something? Because I think the answers are right in front of your fucking eyes.


The fugly Nancy told me that I didn't understand her boyfriend and acted like I don't know him.I was laughing my ass off when she made those annoying statements.Hey slut,how could you say that to me?I knew him since you still sucking your mom's breast milk! I am the one who support and stand by his side through all this time.Apparently,I'm not going to pick a fight with you eventhough your irrelevant assumptions cause me a massive heartache.


You ruined everything!


Hey Sid,we have so much fun together but that's it.I'm not afraid to walk alone anymore.Besides,there's a plenty of people out there who really needs me.I hope you learn,when a bestfriend started to voice out,it clearly tell you that you have to prepare for something unusual.