I'M IN A STAGE WHERE I REALLY DO NOT CARE ABOUT WHAT EVER CONSEQUENCES HAPPENED AROUND ME!

Please, I'm begging you, don't bother me after this, examinations just near the corner. It would pleasure to me if you just mind your own business all by yourself. I am holy tired, I really do. Now, it's time for me to take a step back. In addition, I have no interest to interfere your world because I think mine was better.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not a yenter. It is your life, not mine. A lot of thing needed to think about.

He's not my type.

"Hey, semalam lepak bukan nak ajak kan?Babi...."I said.

"Bukan tak nak ajak, aku datang rumah kau je, kau tengah belajar la, tak nak diganggu la, tak ada masa nak lepak la...."

Thank you! For make me change my perspective about people who I called friends. From now on, to me friends is a group of people who are super-inconsiderate!

I'm fucking annoying, you knew that long time ago, didn't you?

Can't you guys understand me? Is it so hard to accept that I am not your type? I know lately I'm just do my thing. Okay, I didn't went out with you guys, I quit smoking and I didn't listen a word came out from your mouth, because..

This is the only time. I don't want to be a human who regret about everything afterwards. That's too late I guess. I didn't asked you to be like me. Eventhough I think I have better social life than yours(hahaha), but it's up to you because it's your life by the way.

Can you respect my decision like I used to respect yours? Because I think that's what friends do. We were having so much fun together, but too much sugar could kill us.

My Bad

I am a son and the eldest one .The pressure is a little bit different.Sometimes,I do enjoy it while the other times,my mood just drizzled away.I never complaining about this to anyone before,I'm just accidently thinking about it.

It's hard to be the first child of the family,I need to be the best role model to my siblings.You know what,at certain times,the expectations are way higher,it's just beyond my reach.I also have to take care of my little sisters.

To both of them,I'm still their best-boy-friend who love to do slumber party along night together.I'm such a sweet gay,as I'm always watching Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill with them,but I really love them,I would do anything for their heaven sake.But I'm just didn't act like it.

Best Friends :D

Friends. Some of them were helpful while some were helpless. I described bestfriend as a person who you feel comfortable to be with,easy-going and understanding. They don't treat you like a dog. But it is okay if Chihuahua-type.

If you're fat,bestfriend would never call you 'skinny'. But they will jog with you next day to help you burns out your 'fat'.

If you're in the jail,friends would come to visit you,but bestfriend will be there beside you and told 'Shit! We failed again!'

If you're crying,they will instantly feel the pain.

If you're like a cracked egg,they will made you like the golden one.

If you're in trouble,they would never leave you alone.

If you making jokes,they would laugh three times. First,when its told.Second,when you're trying to explain it. And third,when you guys finally get it.

If you with all your friends want to jump off the bridge,bestfriend wouldn't jump with you. But they'd be at the bottom to catch you.

If you say something,friends listen to what you say but bestfriend listen to what you don't say.

They see you without make-up and they didn't scream.

They know how crazy you are, but they still choose to be seen with you in public.

If you're LOST,they would be definately the one who FOUND you.