there is 20, and will be 50 for the next.

1. She look at me like there's no other objects around.
2. She likes to make me smile all day long.
3. She would blow me a smile reached ear.
4. She likes to laugh like a car alarm.
5. She likes to make funny. funny fool.
6. When she inhaled nasal discharge, out strange sound , but cute oath.
7. She laughed loud crazy pig when I fart loudly, then she farts join.
8. She closes the face when embarrassed.
9. She is very cute.
10. She liked matching her color shirts with a color cover. very cute.
11. She strongly chestnuts.
12. Favorite hobby, sleeping.
13. Very 'funny looking'
14. Her teeth and small meetings, same as me.
15. She has a great eyes.
16. She was sworn fragrant armpits.
17. Miming when she likes to sing
18. She said I was sweet, but I know she bluffed.
19. She likes to be silly.
20. And she never complained about how fat I am.

Baby, I love you. Always you.

Flowers Bloom

the best part of all my yesterdays, today and tomorrows is sharing them with you.

until you came into my life, i never knew that i could care about anyone the way i care about you, and little did i realize how happy i could be until i fell in love with you, and you fell in love with me!

i love you for the love you've given me, but i love you even more for the love you've awakened in me

love is the laughter and good times we share, the happiness all our own, it's your special way of showing you care when i'm feeling down or alone, it's the light of your smile, the feel of your touch, the warmth of your caring too love is all this and more to me, for love to me is you

i love you for being your own special you, and for letting me be myself.

i love you for overlooking and forgiving my faults and for seeing the good in me.

i love you for showing me the beauty in life and the joy in little things

i love you for making me happy and for sharing my happiness.

i love you for all you are and you are all the things i love.

i reached out and touched the star, and held it with my eyes, i reached out and felt the breeze and held it with my hand, i reached out for love and offered it my soul, i reached out for you and held you in my heart.

love, there's nothing else that give the world such a glow, nothing else that lifts the heart in such a special way, there's nothing else that adds so much to the joy of living!

love is always in your heart, love is always in your smile, and life itself is more beautiful because your love is always there

love was just a word until you came into my life and defined it with your warmth, your laughter your tender touch

love isn't so much looking into each other's eyes as looking into each other's heart it's not just dreaming dreams together, but following those dreams hand in hand.

love is learning to share and to care, it is knowing there is someone who makes all the diffrence in your world as you do in mine

ILOVEYOU AZCL ♥

I'M IN A STAGE WHERE I REALLY DO NOT CARE ABOUT WHAT EVER CONSEQUENCES HAPPENED AROUND ME!

Please, I'm begging you, don't bother me after this, examinations just near the corner. It would pleasure to me if you just mind your own business all by yourself. I am holy tired, I really do. Now, it's time for me to take a step back. In addition, I have no interest to interfere your world because I think mine was better.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not a yenter. It is your life, not mine. A lot of thing needed to think about.

He's not my type.

"Hey, semalam lepak bukan nak ajak kan?Babi...."I said.

"Bukan tak nak ajak, aku datang rumah kau je, kau tengah belajar la, tak nak diganggu la, tak ada masa nak lepak la...."

Thank you! For make me change my perspective about people who I called friends. From now on, to me friends is a group of people who are super-inconsiderate!

I'm fucking annoying, you knew that long time ago, didn't you?

Can't you guys understand me? Is it so hard to accept that I am not your type? I know lately I'm just do my thing. Okay, I didn't went out with you guys, I quit smoking and I didn't listen a word came out from your mouth, because..

This is the only time. I don't want to be a human who regret about everything afterwards. That's too late I guess. I didn't asked you to be like me. Eventhough I think I have better social life than yours(hahaha), but it's up to you because it's your life by the way.

Can you respect my decision like I used to respect yours? Because I think that's what friends do. We were having so much fun together, but too much sugar could kill us.

My Bad

I am a son and the eldest one .The pressure is a little bit different.Sometimes,I do enjoy it while the other times,my mood just drizzled away.I never complaining about this to anyone before,I'm just accidently thinking about it.

It's hard to be the first child of the family,I need to be the best role model to my siblings.You know what,at certain times,the expectations are way higher,it's just beyond my reach.I also have to take care of my little sisters.

To both of them,I'm still their best-boy-friend who love to do slumber party along night together.I'm such a sweet gay,as I'm always watching Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill with them,but I really love them,I would do anything for their heaven sake.But I'm just didn't act like it.

Best Friends :D

Friends. Some of them were helpful while some were helpless. I described bestfriend as a person who you feel comfortable to be with,easy-going and understanding. They don't treat you like a dog. But it is okay if Chihuahua-type.

If you're fat,bestfriend would never call you 'skinny'. But they will jog with you next day to help you burns out your 'fat'.

If you're in the jail,friends would come to visit you,but bestfriend will be there beside you and told 'Shit! We failed again!'

If you're crying,they will instantly feel the pain.

If you're like a cracked egg,they will made you like the golden one.

If you're in trouble,they would never leave you alone.

If you making jokes,they would laugh three times. First,when its told.Second,when you're trying to explain it. And third,when you guys finally get it.

If you with all your friends want to jump off the bridge,bestfriend wouldn't jump with you. But they'd be at the bottom to catch you.

If you say something,friends listen to what you say but bestfriend listen to what you don't say.

They see you without make-up and they didn't scream.

They know how crazy you are, but they still choose to be seen with you in public.

If you're LOST,they would be definately the one who FOUND you.

Kalau ada lah.

kalau la aku ada kuasa nak putarkan balik masa, aku akan gunakan. tak kesah la kalau cuma peluang sekali je. tapi aku tak pernah tengok orang guna kuasa tu. memang takde pun. hahaha. aku akan gunakan sebaik yang mungkin kalau ada. kembali ke masa dulu. masa umur 6 tahun. aku akan ubah semua. jadi kan yang terbaik dalam hidup. ubah semua salah selama ni yang aku buat.

Aku TERUK, JAHAT, KEJAM, etc.

Jangan kawan dengan aku. Nanti hidup kau susah.

i'll keep waiting for you

I still love you. I can't forget everything about you.

It's okay if you're not available because I will keep waiting for you.

There is no girl who can make me smile but you.

Which one hurt the most?

My answer is WAIT.

It was hurt when im waiting for someone who never showed up.But im still waiting,and hoping...

A billion of question marks in my head.

im weak right now

Afraid of doing the wrong things.
Afraid of saying the things that'll hurt you even if it's right.
Afraid of what others think.
Afraid of standing out.
Afraid of being left alone.
Afraid of losing you.

I want to change. But I'm just too afraid of hurting the people I loved. Once is quite enough of a lesson.

Myspace oh Myspace

Seriously,I'm getting bored using MySpace right now.I'm in trouble.I don't know why I consider it as a part of my consequences.Apparently,I have been a MySpace user since I was 14.I have met many friends through it.

I know there is plenty of selection and alternative of other social website instead MySpace.The problem is,I do not know how to use it! Yes,I'm so stupid.I don't know how Twitter works.I don't get it why people were so addicted to Facebook.The only time I logged in Facebook is when I want to harvest my plants in Farmville.

MySpace is boring.A lot of people said that to me before.I don't believe in them.But now,I experienced boredom in MySpace all by myself.I think it's getting bored because of :

1. Most of my friends rarely online.They moved into Facebook I guess.
2. It's for kids obviously,most of them below 18.
3. It's so hard to differentiate real and fake.
4. In MySpace,she looks like Beyonce but in real life she is Queen Latifah.
5. Some of users were using W language,which is extremely disgusting.
6. It's a sloppy thing.You know,the DSLR in the mirror thing....
7. I might burn alive.Because they were 'so hot!

My conclusion is MySpace was polluted.Just like several places in Malacca.If you were an alert person,you might agree with this statement.

The main reason of why i'm BLOGging is because.

I don't think my blog contains any illegal aspects of sex and violation.I shout out what's on my mind.Just like you.As I mention on my About Me,do not take my word seriously,it may lead to epilepsy.I think that was so true.

I do not have any specific target if I drops my f-words.If you might found my blog a little bit abusive and offensive,I am sorry.

But what I wrote here,it ends here.

The main reason of why I'm blogging is because I WANTED TO!

Dear my very own Sid and Nancy

I am not a quitter.But I do believe there's a word ENOUGH in everybody's brain and mine was already reach the phase.As long you still inhaled a gas named oxygen,there's a limitation in everything,which means you were so stupid if you cross the line.

You must been thinking what a lousy friend I am,didn't you?I supposed to support you like Nancy said.Yes,of course I will.We were bestfriends,right? Three of us,don't you think?You want to hear something from me,

GO TO HELL,LOSERS!

I'm exhausted.That's the word.I'm getting sick and tired to fake an interest in front of you guys.You tried to make this so all about you and that was the part I hate most.I can't stand you guys! I repeat,I can't stand it.I feel like I'm going to puke when 'how could this happened to me?' came out from your mouth.Are you blindfolded by something? Because I think the answers are right in front of your fucking eyes.

The fugly Nancy told me that I didn't understand her boyfriend and acted like I don't know him.I was laughing my ass off when she made those annoying statements.Hey slut,how could you say that to me?I knew him since you still sucking your mom's breast milk! I am the one who support and stand by his side through all this time.Apparently,I'm not going to pick a fight with you eventhough your irrelevant assumptions cause me a massive heartache.

You ruined everything!

Hey Sid,we have so much fun together but that's it.I'm not afraid to walk alone anymore.Besides,there's a plenty of people out there who really needs me.I hope you learn,when a bestfriend started to voice out,it clearly tell you that you have to prepare for something unusual.

Kenapa ujian lesen susah sangat?

I've took the computerized test.The result was 31/50,which means I failed.Apparently,all of my friends pass the test,and guess what? Most of them pass it in the very first test.Including those nerds and bleachers.I just want to scream when I saw my score on the screen.I can't believe it.Yes,probably I am the biggest loser in a bad way.

Kenapa kau bodoh sangat ni? Kau makan apa?

I'm not going to give up for sure.It's just a phase that I have to went through.I believe when life doesn't treat you right,it just want to tell you something.I don't know why I accept everything in a positive way recently,maybe because it is a process of attain maturity.

Life's does not last long forever.It's a non-volatite situation.I'm not a little boy anymore.Write a song about frustrations is so wasting time.